is it me or has this been the hardest past couple of weeks? i can see why i would think that. i mean, having to complete and present two major plans to my boss, my accident, and now tonight after work i am pickin up my new car! i am more excited about this because of the deal i got. wheelin' and dealin' is in my blood. no doubt.
i am very sad that my old girl was put to rest at the salvage yard this past monday. i guess $25K worth of damage wasn't worth fixing. so onward and upward mmkay!?
so i am looking forward to this weekend. there is a lot going on but can't seem to decide what to do. tonight at the barnsdell park there is Shakespeare in the park. or, dancing at a hip hollywood club. whatever i end up doing, i will be enjoying beverages as i do not have to get up for any reason in the morning.
oh, today is the official kick-off of my birthday. i have deemed this event "30 to 30" where as i will turn 30 in 30 days from today. hard to believe huh? i know a lot of people thought i was turning 23 or something.
anyway, what this kick-off means is that i will be doing something to celebrate my birthday everyday until my actual day. that way, when everyone forgets the actual day, if anyone remembers or wants to do something with me beforehand, then we can and it will count. it's out of character for me to say this, but, i am making this all about me for once because, well, a couple of weeks ago i looked death in the eye. it sounds dramatic - something i know nothing about. but really, it made me realize how lucky i am to be alive. i want to focus my energy more on celebrating life rather than stressing about it. i can't change the past or always predict the future. so it's up to me to live my life the best that i can today. want to come along for the ride? i will drive safely.... promise!
happy friday honey's.
